I talked with terry today and we've both noticed that everyone's been acting really weird. We think something's in the water. It's like we're all acting like alternate versions of ourselves. Maybe we're in a weird lunar cycle. I don't know, but I'm glad I'm not the only one who's noticed. EVERYONE's acting weird. Not like themselves. I think that's why so many people have been breaking up lately.

I've even noticed it in myself in a lot of ways. I want different thins all of a sudden. I feel differently about a lot of things. I'm not sure how to describe it. Some sort of bodysnatchers thing.

One particular change I've noticed: I have been adamant about not wanting to live with animals for a long time. I was sick of it. I wanted a dog or a ferret, but I wouldn't get one because I knew I wasn't in a place to take that kind of responsibility or to be tied down like that and not be able to take spontaneous trips.

But now I want a dog. I want a well bred husky puppy. I would name her Sonya Blade. I would take the best care of her. I would take her to doggy school. I would feed her the healthiest foods. I would brush her every day and exercise with her. We would go to my dad's pasture and play for hours. We would swim in lakes together and have fun on the beach. I would take her everywhere with me! We would be inseparable. I would only go to restaurants and stores where I could take her with me. I have no need to go anywhere my Sonya can't. I want the thought of Sonya and I to be so synonymous that people can't imagine one without the other. I would love her so much. We would go on road trips together. We would go to parks all the time. People would tell me how beautiful she is, and I would tell them "I know." If she wasn't allowed to sit on the furniture, I'd sit on the floor with her. Oh what a pair we would be, my sonya and me.

If I had to get a boy, I'd name him McFly.


And so I've been listening to "The Puppy Song" non-stop.

Dreams are nothing more than wishes
and a wish is just a dream
you wish to come true, woo woo

If only I could have a puppy
I'd call myself so very lucky
just to have some company
to share a cup of tea with me

I'd take my puppy everywhere
La, la, la-la I wouldn't care
and we would stay away from crowds
and signs that said no dogs allowed
oh we, I know he'd never bite me
whoa de lo.......
we, I know he'd never bite me

If only I could have a friend
to stick with me until the end
and walk along beside the sea
share a bit of moon with me

I'd take my friend most everywhere
La, la, la-la I wouldn't care
we would stay away from crowds
with signs that said no friends allowed
oh we, we'd be so happy to be
whoa de lo.............
we, we'd be so happy to be together

But dreams are nothing more than wishes
and a wish is just a dream
you wish to come true
whoa whoa..........

Dreams are nothing more than wishes
and a wish is just a dream
you wish to come true
whoa whoa woo........

Dreams are nothing more than wishes
and a wish is just a dream
you wish to come true